i just find it unfair to be pointed at.
when i do not point.
one can continue to be sensitive.
i aint just gonna care.
because this is me.
this is kenneth.
i realise,
that i m surrounded by people with sensitive mind.
don try to be caring when u are just be annoying.
cos when u try, things just turn out worst.
i know u guys meant me well, want me to change for the better.
but in case u guys do not know, u guys make me feel uneasy and stress when hanging out wif u all.

i hope i do not lose my faith.
i trying my best.
i ll give my best to read up more on the bible.
sorry my friends in church.
but i ll still strive on.
with u guys, i will.


well, i choose my path.

Labels: God Bless Me

idiotic jack, commenting that my post are all emo shit.
its called expressing myself. ok. LOL.

ok firstly. finally. POP-ed.
well. lots of different kinds of friends i made.
fun, laughter, quarrels, hardship, we went thru it together.
Tekong BMTC school 1 Quebec platoon 3.
shall meet again.

currently is my block leave.
anyone wanna meet me, feel free to call me, i accept all invitations if i m interested. lol.
on the 18th i will be receiving my posting.
22nd sept, sadly my bday, will be reporting to camp.
shall look forward to the future path ahead. whether it turns out bad or good.
no comments cos WE LAN LAN HAve TO SERVE, Have SERVE.
lol.

hmmmm, hope my this block leave, i can have some happening events.
have not been able to go enjoy properly. therefore no pictures to update.
n yet my facebook is functionable. don ask why, i aso donno.

this week. there are certain news to pray for n congrats for.
firstly, my buddy, FS is having a match on the 27th. wish him luck, n may the victorioues rays shine upon u.
secondly, qiqi, wishing u the best of all blessings in ur new relationship.
lastly, myself, my birthday is reaching yet no plans. lol.

may all my friends who i care n concern, live with life with great wellness, great health, great strength and great power, and great blessings.
END.

Labels: God Bless Me

1 week to POP.
22days to both my new posting and my 22nd birthday.
which i aint expecting much. ( like who remembers )
getting used to army life.
so be it if people things i keng.
i choose to my own safety road down the path in army.
all i just want is to avoid getting injured or worsen my injuries.

somehow i yearn to see someone every book out.
and i donno m i thinking too much.
but i m just concerned whether she bothers bout me.
cos things doesnt seem to be pleasant when i don get her response.
or maybe i just suck at going after her.
suck at expressing myself.
i donno if time is bullshit.
but it seems time is playing with me. making me confused. giving problems every minute.
how i just hope her to be my listening ear. which like it doesnt seem that she wans to be.
blablabla. i m complaining yes i m. but forgive me my friends. other then army, i need some other life back.
whatever. i m just confused.

great one, be with me, i ask you. amen.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
stress
ns is for everyone
but m i the sway one.


att c aso wrong.
got fever aso wrong.
MO give att c, i aso wrong.
i att c cannot clean rifle aso wrong.
everything push the blame on me.
F hell go die la. NB.

well.
its already 2 mths in tekong.
still i find it hard to accept the fact of changing from a civilian to a soldier.
with blessings, i was able to complete my field camp.
but still my injuries are getting worst.
my knee hurts so badly.
my health's getting worst.
it seems as though my asthma would come back anytime.

during my days in tekong,
i randomly would think of her.
or should i say i miss her.
but all i get see is photos of her.
calling her is almost impossible.
because admin time is burned,
due to stupid reasons created by different individuals.
my only time to see her, is my friday nights or saturday nights.
but it seems to be for the next 3 weeks,
i would not be able to see her.
or go out with her.
have dinner with her.
well,
let just hope things does not get worse.
i just wanna cherish my time whenever i can when i get to meet her.
all this problems,
i really hope i can get my blessings as i pray for the better.

after all,
i still have to get this phrase into my head,
its not what u leave behind, its what you will gain in the days ahead.
get it in so badly,
that i can survive and do well though my ns life.

see you when i get to. :)

ps;
sorry my church frens, i ll try my best to attend service.
sorry my brothers, as u guys know i seldom meet u guys.
hope u guys understand what i m going through, as u guys did in the past.
hope u guys understand about i have been doing. thanks.

fuck my facebook, cant browse at all.

Labels: God Bless Me

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了爱淡了
梦远了开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记

得你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

这次是我第一次用华文来表答我的感受。
心情沉重。充满一些不愈快的事。
充满阍乱的思想。
关于爱情，宾营，环镜，还有一些混杂的思想。
取我所知，未来是个很难去猜撤的现使。
所以我几乎都是因为这些事情而烦。
而且我也知到这是没有必要的。

ps; sorry bout the chinese, might have mismatch some phrases.

Labels: God Bless Me